Kinda big story here. Listen up.
I am not engaged anymore. It was not a healthy relationship. I feel that God will bring me through the scars that were left through this relationship, through family, friends and His Word. God has already proved His presence in my life. And I believe this is what He wants for me. But more importantly what He wants for His glory. My friends have been phenomenal and helping me all through this (along with my amazing aunt, who works here at the school). Never thought this would be in the plan, but I can already tell this is for the best. I had grown so apart from God. He wasn't personal to me anymore, & reading my Bible and praying was not an everyday thing. To top all this off, after this happened, I got an email from 'God' via facebook. It said that I needed to go back to David. And that he (God) was contacted through prayer on social networking sites. [So for those of you wondering why I got off facebook, this is why]
Oh, I have therapy. Every Friday. Another thing that I thought wasn't in the plan.
So while I was really committed to my relationship, at this point I was more committed to just staying together. It was my first relationship, and I wanted my first relationship to be the one with my husband--so it got out of hand. Also, I don't think I was really mature enough to have this serious of a relationship, it went way too fast.
Girls, don't let this happen to you. If you are being abused in any way, get out. If you think you can handle the abuse (whether physical or emotional) because you are strong, you are wrong. It takes more strength to leave. Trust me on this. Yes, you will cry. I can assure you of that one. But wouldn't you rather want the chance of pleasing God by marrying the man He has chosen for you? Instead of settling on someone that you could probably live with the rest of your life?
If you want more details email me, and I will disclose more information. It just isn't completely appropriate to be sharing everything via blog. goldfish.megan@gmail.com
I want God's best. By the way, I really hope this is making sense to everyone out there, I'm not trying to come across as giving up is an option. Giving up isn't an option, but knowing you aren't doing what is in God's plan and acting on it, is.
Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord.
Psalm 31:24
Fail Us Not,
1000 generations
6 comments:
I love you! I'm really proud of you!
Oh wow, this must be really hard for you, but I'll praying for you!
I'm so glad you took the step... =)
((((HUGS)))) Feel better, darling.
Megan,
I admire your trust that this is God's best. I see the wisdom in why you got out, and I pray God gives you grace to walk thru this challenging time! What a blessed hope to know that God in His time makes all things beautiful...and this is what I'll be praying for you! Hugs your way!
Hi Megan!
I've been reading your blog for a 'little' while & this is my first comment. I just thought I'd say to hang in there and be strong & always lean on Jesus. :) He will surely lead you in the right direction. I'm glad you got out of that relationship because no one needs someone like that to hurt them. I know some people who manipulate and I try to stay away from them as far as possible, but do still pray for them.
Anyway, sorry, if I'm being long winded. lol.
Jesus loves you!!
Aj
I'm so sorry to hear this, Megan. But I'm glad you spoke up and that you're trusting God through it all! God bless as you continue to seek Him and His best for you!
Oh Megan, I'm sorry your heart had to go through this break up but I admire your trust in God. And the way you hope in the plan God does have for you. Keep trusting and following His leading. With HIM, you're never alone. I'm praying with you... stay strong! Love you dear!
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